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My small small secret 😊

Time passed fast!

Finally,
Spm is over!
I get my freedom.

无题

这几天里，我真的领悟到很多东西。
包括人，事，物。

你给我的伤害是无法弥补的。
你的一切我不想懂，也不会在意。
甚至你的脸我也不想再见到。
你的声音，你的脸孔，你的消息，
听了只会让我难受，恐慌，害怕！
你给我的全是阴影。

我不想回家，
我求你不要再叫我回家好吗？
当作是我最后的愿望。
我真的不想回家。。
那不属于我的家。。
没有温暖的家。。
没有人情的家。。

我再也不想回那个家！

please let me go

you know you're annoying?
please let me go.
i got brain i can think,
i'm not a small small girl anymore.

dont blame me for taking this action
why i become like this? asked youself.
have you ever listen to what i talk?
have you ever talk nicely to me?

You asked me to stay together with you
because you just wanna care your face
if you really care about us
you will ask us before you do something
you wont leave us at relative house
you wont go dunno somewhere else during new year
who are you? you know your character?

What i do is always wrong
what you do is always right
this is your law
i know, because you are my father
but, did you really taking the responsibility to take care us?
you really can be a father?
touch your heart and ask yourself

Let me go please!
dont simply blame my friends
dont find my friends
dont ask my friends
they know nothing
i dont hope my friends get disturb
because they colourised my life, not you.

别再对我好。

我突然觉得自己很没用。😓
其实我是心痛你辛苦，
我不想你为我付出的太多，
我怕我没本事还，
我怕我还不起...

别再对我好，我怕我会越陷越深。
我怕我的生活不能没有你，
你做不到的就别答应我，
不然我会笨到去相信你！

不是爱不起，只是伤不起。

Recently me ! Tired !

My soul
Is tired !
My mind
Is tired !
My heart
Is tired !

I feel like living is so so tiring me!
Don feel to living anymore..
😔

Where can I found satisfied room?
When can I confirm my job?
How I going to move out from this stupid idiot house?

Or should I just leave all thing behind, and heading to work at genting?

But how about my grandson?
How about my love?

Lol, I'm really tired.. Any suggestion about what should I do next?

Chemistry - why you can't make me in love with you?

What happen to me?? Haiz, why I can't even understand and memorize what I had read whole hour? Because I dislike chemistry? Haha! I also dunno la, really no mood to study chemistry. @@

Raining raining

Dearest grandson,
Tonight raining raining, come back home earlier ya! Don't let yourself wet of rain, if not ah ma will angry o! Hmm, sleep earlier. Moro ah ma will wake you up at 7,50 ya. :) nighty, sweet dream ya. Muackz!

Today forget to tell you
THANKS YOU!
I'm so happy that you carry me so carefully :) I really enjoy the moment , unforgettable moment .

Exam make me feel tired!

Can I cry? I need your hug! :'( can pls don't ask me about my result?

Down down down :(

I'm just very down right now! I don hav the mood to study larh. Moro subject is sejarah. :( I don think I do well in this spm. Why we must take spm? Lol!

Yeah!

Finally i get Iphone 4, thanks zi jun! :)
and, I also passed my car test! aww! i'm so awesome.

Disappear for long....

Recently, my mood was really down. :(
my dearest handphone had gone
-i wish to get iphone 4 right now!
haih.. cant live without phone.

Exam is around the courner,
but, i'm still fooling around
carzy friends, no brain friend, talkactive fren,
moody situation(cos of my phone),
tiring part time job, annoying family..
Ohh gos, i'm really TIRED.

I hope to left all this annoyed
after my SPM of course. :'(
now, i just hope to pass in my driving test,
try to get flying colour in spm, buy my iphone ASAP!

At last, i just wanna say that
I choose to trust and i really do, so dont make hurt me.
I will protect you, no matter what happpen. XP
I will be at yourside whenever you need me.
I MISS YOU very much, my grandson (LCH). <3

i miss my hair badly :'(

my hair is kinda short right now
so sad, so moody, my hair is my life. wakaka!
look like a 12 years old kid?! mayb LOL.. ><
CHUNG HWA hair style.. ish ish..
is it short hair then the student will be more clever?
so stupid de school rules! haiz...
really hope my hair will grow long faster

After :(

Before :)

好久没有更新了..

最近刚考完TRIAL,
感觉轻松多了,
但也是时候开始认真的温习了..
SPM一定要考好成绩!加油哦! :D


有些事,曾经很在乎,现在反而觉得没那么重要了..
是自己看开了,还是之前太过任性..
我真的不知道你在想什么,难以想象..
因为你的一封信息,一通电话,我就可以很开心.. <3
其实,我对你来说又是什么?----什么也不是吗?. :(


因为有你,我发现脸上的笑容也多了. :)

谢谢你... LCH!

早来的生日礼物 :)

首先,非常谢谢我的好友-------陈颖慧!
你的礼物好特别哦!
那手链,真的好漂亮
我真的很喜欢... :)
还有, 那卡片! 真的很感动....
没想到你是最了解我的!
谢谢了!姐妹!
我爱你! :)

生日愿望 :)

哈哈,我有没有一点可笑?
竟然在生日前两天在这里写出生日愿望..

HMM, 其实我什么都不缺..
别人有的, 我似乎都有..
我唯一缺的就是-----爱

哈哈, 今天我老豆竟然问我生日想要什么,
其实我最想要的生日礼物...
就是他给我自由.
这样,我已经很满足了..
可是,他永远不可能明白我们的..
他永远不可能了解我们要的是什么,
需要的是什么.. :(

今年的生日,
我想平平淡淡的过,
希望考试顺利..
一切顺顺利利的过就好..

累了, 需要一个肩膀靠...

我真的累了,
做工一整天.. 脑海里一直存在着你的脸孔..
或许我们觉得我们太就没见面了?
哈!真的有一点点想念你. :)

这么就了, 我觉得我应该放下了..
人家那么甜蜜,我呢?
孤零零一个人..
我不想在相信爱情了..
太伤人..
来时无法阻止,去时无法预料..

现在的我,
只希望有个人关心我,
在我需要时借个肩膀靠,
就是这么简单. :)

今天,终于让我找回我读书的目标了!
真是要感谢姐姐:)
谢谢你让我觉得我还没有想象中的无能:)
从现在开始, 希望不会太迟..
加油! 王翠敏! <3
我要做个有用的人!
我是特别的 :)

好啦,要睡了,
明天还要做工...
加油! 这一切很快就会过去的..
晚安! :)

世界, 没那么简单!

有些事情明明是很简单,
但人啊人, 为什么要把事情复杂化呢?

我们都是这样,
全部人都是一样的..

如果全部人的心都充满爱,
那世界该多好呢?


充满爱的世界,
会很和平,温暖吧?

Trial is coming….

Haha! Trial is coming.. but i'm still playing around..

How? how? how? someone, help me pls! haha

Actually the one who can help me is just myself right? haha

The weekend before trial i still doing a part time job. ==

Wow! i'm so amazing! haha.. you dare? i'm sure you're not. heheh

hmm, really hope my study mood faster come. ish.

i don wan to play with my spm result la.. at least must get 5A?

It's that possible? haha, nothing is impossible right?

Hmm, lately i felt very different in myself larh! i cant control my tempered!

Always lost control in myself! arghhhh.. i had make my friend sad :(

i also don't know what happen between me and her.

Just feel that what i do she dislike, whst i talk she dislike..

yerrrrrrrr.... what happen between both of us??? really hope everything will pass and lefr no scar.

hope so.. :) everything will be better as time pass right? :)

hmm, i still hav some small secret.. haha, wanna know? but i'm not sure yet larh. haha.. lately i felt like i fall in love with someone. Everyday, i'll miss him, i'll flash back the moment we hang out together, i'll hope the time pass faster so that i can meet him again and again, but when we're together, i hope that time can stop there. haha! :D i really do miss him so muchie! but i dare not tell him. haha, so weird~ oppsss, too much for today. hah! continue next time ya :) hopefully this story never go end.

Hmmmmm, it's time for me to revision. Yeaa, gambateh for myself! gambateh for my trial! i miss him so muchie right now... <3 Bye... continue next time ya! :)

【三句话给心烦时的自己】

第一句“算了吧”告诉自己，凡事努力但不可执着；
第二句“不要紧”告诉自己，凡事努力了就无怨悔；
第三句“会过去”告诉自己，明媚阳光总在风雨后。

Hmmm...

我们是什么关系呢?我好想问.. 但却开不了口..
因为怕失去呢?还是不敢面对事实?我自己也不懂得.
过了TRIAL再打算?现在也只能这样办!

有时侯, 这种暧昧关系好辛苦哦!
想念他,却不能告诉他..
须要一个人陪时,脑海里就会出现他的影子..
我, 爱上他了吗?
千万不可以!
爱情是很恐怖的.. :'(

Hi! i'm starting to create my own space.

Have you have your own space/ world? haha, i mean a place for you to face yourself. nowaday, many people had changed( mayb stress? or she/he is wearing the 'mask'? or that's the truth him/her), i also don't know the reason, just himself/herself know. :( just hope i'll remain my self. the truth one. haha! 

Hmph, 29 days to go ( spm trial exam) 31 days to go ( my birthday). lol.

Birthday during trial?? Izzit very fun? lucky? What the mood should i apply during trial? and birthday? lol, gambateh to myself.. haha, JIA YOU! JIA YOU!

Afer finish blogging, i really need to start my revision. Zzz.. i wish i can blogging everyday as here is the space for me to face myself, and not the scary world. :)

My blog may not interesting as you wish, coz i just blog to face my self. My english not good, but i'm trying to improve it kay. just give me time, i wish i can improve my english in the shortest time. support me? haha!